Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Almost a new years post?

Welcome back everyone! Well, I guess welcome back mostly to me. I took last week off of blogging so that I could concentrate on enjoying the holiday with my family, and my soon to be husband. We all had such a wonderful time, and I hope that you had a good week as well.


Lately I've been doing a lot of thinking on how I want this blog to appear in the new year. Not only its aesthetic, or its message, but what kind of posts I want to have on it. I really like the idea of a series. Currently I do a "Whats up Wednesday", and then most times a random post on Friday. I think I will continue posting on Wednesdays and Fridays, and make it a goal to put out at least two posts a week through 2016. Wednesdays may become "Writer-ly Wednesdays", but we'll see what I ultimately decide.


I really would like to build this into a bigger and broader community. To promote that I want to bring on some guest bloggers as well as encourage you lovely readers to comment on the blogs. Let's start a conversation or three and get to know one another. Even if we're just "Internet friends".
Something that I would also like to add monthly to the blog is a book review. I really want to showcase self published authors, but there will probably be some traditionally published ones as well. I am thinking of having it on the first Sunday of the month.


My hope is not only to share my journey with writing and life, but to encourage others in their walks.
If you have any suggestions on topics you would like to see, would like to be involved in the guest blogging, or have suggestions on self published authors for review, please feel free to comment down below or message me using my email: andrewsmalinda@gmail.com 


I pray that everyone has a blessed new year! See you in 2016 ;)

Friday, December 18, 2015

Dealing with your inner "nay-sayer"

During NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) writers are told to lock up their inner editor, and to throw caution, and negative thoughts, to the wind and just get your words on paper.


But what happens the other elven months of the year if you are a serious writer? How do you deal with the negativity that often comes from your own mind when you don't have the huge community behind you?


This is such a critical element for many writers. Especially writers that may just be getting started on their journey. Often they are left staring at the blank screen, or page, and are intimidated by it. What if their work isn't good? What if no one likes their story or characters?


If you are really serious about your work, you simply cannot let this be the end of the road.


Fortunately, thanks to NaNoWriMo, and the tag #amwriting (Twitter and Instagram)many people are able to find, and build, an online community of writers. Many of these writers write not only during the month of NaNo, but throughout the year! They can be an invaluable source of commiseration and support. Each person helps to hold the others accountable. Sometimes you literally have to build your cheerleading section yourself! Just remember to be just as supportive to the others as they are to you! Everyone needs help and cheer every now and then.


But what happens if your cheering section grows dim, and the negative thoughts about your work creep in?


Reading about other writer's struggles can actually help. Often it helps to know that you are NOT alone in these feelings. They are completely valid, and everyone has them. The trick is to get them to be silent long enough to get words down on the page.


I will let those thoughts out only in small doses. I acknowledge them, validate what I am feeling, and then tell them to kindly go away, I'm working. That little negativity can actually help me be a better writer, it forces me to pay attention to certain aspects of my writing. However, the negativity that I allow back in during the editing and rewriting process HAS to be CONSTRUCTIVE.


Any thoughts that just claim that you suck, your writing is uninspired, and that your plot is uninteresting are not allowed. Maybe you do have those problems, but the comments must be able to be used for bettering the work. Not to bring you down. In order to have the best story you could, sometimes things need to be changed or altered. There is nothing wrong in this. I had completely re-written Through the Mountains at least three times before it was where I wanted it to be.


You cannot only listen to the negative. You must work to turn it into a situation where good can come of it. And you need that person in your corner that is going to support you, and you will at times need to lean on them. There is nothing wrong with that. Just keep moving forward, even if it's a baby step. It's a step in the right direction.


If you need someone in your corner, or are just building your online writing community, feel free to add me on Twitter and/or Instagram, my handle is @OnADragonsWing2.


Until next time, keep writing my friends!



Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Being a "Reader"

So the other day I had someone come up to me say, "You read a lot, don't you? I always see you with a book."


Again, as with other things that people have come up to me just blurted out, I wasn't sure how to respond. Thankfully in this instance that moment passed within a few seconds, because I was reading this book with a purpose, and not just to enjoy the story.


At that moment I happened with be reading The Silver Chair by C.S. Lewis. Now I have read all of the Narnia books many times, years before. Like in elementary/middle school, so I was pretty familiar with the stories. My purpose in reading them around this time was because I had had an idea for a middle grade/YA Christian fiction, and I wanted to be sure that it was significantly different than Lewis' stories. Thankfully they are, and I am excited to start brainstorming for a new project.


So I explained that to him, and he seemed satisfied with that answer and we moved onto other topics. 
But what got to me is that his tone seemed different. Not condescending, but rather like he didn't understand why I would want to read so much. Or why I always have a book with me.


I love to read. Since my mother taught me at a young age, I have loved it. In school I always excelled at the reading and comprehension classes. I can read something and retain it, which is pretty cool. I like getting lost in the worlds that the authors create. Caring about the characters, and what happens to them in their fictional lives. It doesn't matter if I'm reading about children in Narnia, Dragons that speak, mice and woodland creatures that fight, or a detective and her case. Getting out of my head into someone else's has always been fun.


I always carry a book with me. You never know when something may come up that you have to wait for. Be it a doctor visit, a bus, before church service. I even read on lunch and before work if I'm early enough. It takes me to another place, and gives me time to escape from my life. It gets my imagination going, and inspires me to write better. To craft better characters or plots, to be better not only for myself but for my readers.


There is a love of books that some people have, and some don't. And not all readers are writers. But we share a common love for the written word, and that makes us into something larger than ourselves.
Let me know if you agree, disagree, or just if you love books too!

Friday, December 11, 2015

Being a Writer means...

Listening to other people's conversations and taking notes!


Carrying around sticky notes, or little notebooks every where! (or using your phone)


Literally jumping over obstacles to jot down an idea before it vanishes into the vapor of life.


Flipping through magazines or Pinterest for inspiration.


Piles of books, everywhere!


You have apps on your phone that may include, but are not limited too: baby names, thesaurus, dictionary, Goodreads, Twitter, and Pinterest.


Seeing an interesting name, and writing it down for a later character/place name.


Twitter becomes an important networking tool to meet fellow writers, not just to "Keep up with the..." well you know who...


You pay attention to cover art on recent best sellers, and the ones that didn't make the list. Even when walking in the grocery store...


Flipping on the light and writing down notes in the middle of the night because something came to you. (Sorry hunny!)


Anything and everything people do and say around you may end up in a novel at some point.


It becomes difficult to read for pleasure as you are now evaluating plot, character development, and grammar choices in everything you read.


You observe how different weather feels, just so you can later describe it in detail later.


Your search history may have the government wondering what you're up to. But hey you're a writer, and just want to get the details correct!


Writing anywhere. Bus, train, car, plane, on lunch, at breakfast, during a TV commercial, before Sunday church service. ANYWHERE.


Getting amped about your characters and plot, and just want to share with someone. Though you often don't get the words right in explaining why you're so excited.


And you wouldn't have your life any other way. :)




Wednesday, December 9, 2015

3 Biggest Distractions from Writing- WuW

Who here seems to struggle with getting distracted from writing?
*raises both hands*


Some days I can come to the computer with laser like focus and within seconds (at least it feels like) I have whole chapters written and things are going smoothly. Then other days its like nails on a chalkboard getting myself to focus. Everything is suddenly more interesting than my characters, world, and plot.


But the top 3 things that are the worst for distraction for me even on a good writing day are:


Movies! I just want to sit and watch movies, this includes TV shows on Netflix. I love them, I think that there is so much, both positive, and negative that writers can learn from watching movies and TV shows. Especially if a writer marathons a series. You get to see the whole story arc and character development! That is something that writers need to see and understand well.


Other Books! I literally own about 40 books that I haven't read yet. They cry and call out to me, begging to be picked up and loved. I recently started using Goodreads, and I love updating my progress when I'm reading a book. There is such a sense of accomplishment to it. And when you get to mark it as read? Oh it's just so exciting, I want to do it again and again and again!


The internetz. It is every writers friend until it comes time to actually write a book. Then it becomes this rabbit hole of YouTube, blogs, memes, and cat videos. And yes, I have been known to go down that rabbit hole a time or two. It's just entertaining to see what is out there; what people like you and me are creating and sharing with the world.


So with these three big distractions, how do I ever get anything accomplished?
I work hard at making time for everything. When I'm really buckling down and writing or editing, like during a NaNo month (November, April, and July) I won't read at all. I also severely limit my time watching TV or movies. In fact I often use them as a reward for getting my words, or pages edited in.
And how do I tackle the internetz? A lot of my friends use programs to turn off the internet for a set amount of time during the day. But I find that too restricting. Often I need to look something up quickly for reference, so I don't like the idea that I'd have to have a place holder until later. What I do instead is set a block amount of time for work, and then I allow myself to check/cruise the internet for a few minutes before going back to work. Usually I am most productive in 30 minute chunks.


What works for you? Do you have the same distractions? How do you handle them?
Comment and share below!

Friday, December 4, 2015

How NaNoWriMo went this year for me. . .

Happy Post Nano!
Hopefully everyone made their goal for the month, either by hitting that 50k goal, or simply writing everyday. To me everyone who participates in NaNo comes away a winner.


This was my third year participating, and it was one of the most challenging thus far! The first two days I tried to get ahead as much as possible, but it wasn't much of a lead. I'm not sure if it was doubt about my self published book not really selling,  my doubt in my writing abilities, or the story itself. But getting those 1,667 words in every day was like pulling teeth on most days. Some scenes flew by, and were easy to write. I also had fun with some of the characters. But most of the time it was hard to put myself in the midset to write.


I really think it had to do with my own doubts, and not as much to do with the story itself. Honestly I had a bit of a break down and a cry one of the last few days. My fiancé was wonderful and put things into perspective once again with a steady shoulder for tears, and words of encouragement. If not for him I would probably have quit this year.


The end of the story was easily the best part about this book. It's the second in a trilogy, so almost every scene attempts to increase the tension for the third book while building on the themes and events from the first. I really am excited to continue to work on the trilogy...after a break so I can come back with fresh eyes.


During that break, I am going to be working on things for this blog. New series, possible writer interviews, reviews of books, just a lot of ideas that I have for this blog for the new year.
If you have any ideas, or things that you would like to see happen on this blog, please let me know!


How did NaNoWriMo go for you? Did you hit the full 50K? Or did have you a different goal? Please share in the comments below!

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Now that NaNo is over...-WuW

Welcome to the post NaNo slump. A time to not only slack off, but to *gasp* make plans to review your monstrosity that is a first draft. It's okay if you fear going back to look at the hideous beast you've created; the goal of NaNoWriMo is to tell your inner editor "see you later", not to banish him/her forever. Eventually you want to let them out of the cage, and release them on your manuscript.


Just don't be afraid to look back, you might be surprised at what you've put down on the page. But don't be too hard on yourself. The whole job of that first draft is simply to exist. It doesn't have to be perfect, or even OK. You can only edit words on a page; you can't fix something that isn't there.


Usually after NaNo, I let the manuscript rest, at least until the new year. I go away and work on something else for awhile to gain perspective. And the first time I read it through, I only fix the obvious errors, like a missing word, or simple spelling. Or maybe I couldn't remember the name of something in the middle of a word war and need to look it up after having a place holder. But regardless, the first read through is to reacquaint myself with the book, and usually I have a glass of wine when I start. It makes the process more fun. It is actually FUN to see what you had to come up with in a short amount of time.


The next pass through is when I break out the red pen. And I am brutal to my own work. It's actually amazing I've "finished" editing a piece at all! This is the part where I get picky about details, about events, plot lines, and characterization. I make sure all of that lines up, and that there aren't any scenes missing. Once I fix all of that, then I let it rest for a little while before giving it another look over. After a third time, then it's ready for my editor, and my first beta reader.


Writing, I have found, is the easy part. After writing, most authors give their manuscript up. Saved to their hard drive, it collects electronic dust. Don't let it! Editing and revising is all a part of the writing process. Is it a lot of work? Yes. Is it worth is? Yes. Will it force you to be a better writer? YES!


So please, please, please, don't let this happen to you. Give it some time, and then go back and see what your wonderfully creative mind has discovered. Grow in the skills that writing requires, get a critique partner, or 5. You all will benefit. Even if you never publish it. You are building your craft and honing skills.


Plus, it's just fun. Until next time, keep writing! (Well, at least working on your writing ;) )

Friday, November 27, 2015

What I'm thankful for.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
I know it's the day after, but since I usually post on Wednesdays and Fridays, I thought I would keep it up. How was everyone's day? Filled with the three F's I hope! (Family, Food, and of course Football!)


This year I have so much to be thankful for. Even more than in previous years!
If you have been a reader of this blog for a bit you know that this year was a bit rockier for me. I lost my first "big kid" job in April due to downsizing, and was unemployed for a month. Little did I know that was just the beginning of a very blessed year!


During that month, I was able to edit and work on my first trilogy for eight hours a day. Because of that work, I am able to publish them six months apart! The first was out in August, the second will be out the first Saturday of February, and the last will be out the last week in July/early August! I am so excited to be able to share these stories that I've been working on and held close to my heart for so long with other people. It really means a lot when people say they enjoy them, and look forward to the next in the series!


I got a new job, which because of its location enabled me to become a part of a different NaNoWriMo group, and to offer write in's where I can meet more people.


A little over a month into this job, I met my fiance. He is so different than anyone I've dated before. I had no idea what I had been missing in my life. I wish we had found each other sooner, but we enjoy every minute we have together with laughter and fun. Yes sometimes, it's hard, but our relationship is worth it. And I wouldn't have it any other way.  I love my goofy man. :)


I was able to go to two author events, as well as host my first release party! I love getting to know people, and watch them make the decision to buy my book or not. It really is interesting to see them figure it out. I hope to go to more next year too!


And best of all, I've been able to keep this blog going every week, often with two posts! I haven't blogged this much this consistently in a long time. I plan to work hard to continue to do so. I like interacting with other bloggers, and seeing what people want to see.
(Please let me know in the comments down below if you want to see something specific!)


That's all from me, for now! I hope that everyone had a great holiday, and will continue to have a blessed holiday season! Please feel free to let me know how your holiday went, I love reading the comments. :)

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

All about DRAGONS! -WuW

So while I was at NerdCon, waiting for the Patrick Rothfuss signing, I got to talking to the people sitting on either side of me. Like you do when waiting over an hour in line. While we were talking the young gentleman, and I'm so sorry I can't for the life of me remember his name, asked me a very strange (in my mind) question about my writing.
He asked, "How do you handle dragons?"


My first response was to shake my head and ask in return, "What do you mean?" I literally didn't understand his question at first.
He tried to explain, what he meant was how are they portrayed in my world. Are they intelligent, dumb beasts, or ferocious killers that hoard gold and steal maidens?


My answer was very simple, "They are just another character. Each one is different, and each one has their own looks, thoughts, and personalities. Just like the human characters."
It never occurred to me that there was a precedent for how to present dragons, that they had to be one way or another.


To me they play as important a role in the story as their human counterparts. And just like humans, some are "bad" and some are "good"- though I try not to have everything so black and white, but for the sake of discussion I'll reference them.


Take Feoras, the dragon you meet in the first book. (And honestly, he will probably always be my favorite) He is what is known as a traditional "western" style dragon. He has four legs, two horns that curve back over his head, and spikes/spines down his back and tail. He is heavily muscled, and his scales are a deep red over his back and body, with a gold cast to his under belly. His wings are proportionate to his body with a reddish color to the membranes.
But it's his personality that is so striking.


He is fiercely loyal and protective of not only Riona, but anyone he perceives as "his". He will go to great lengths to protect those he cares for, and becomes distraught when forced away from Riona. He thinks, he feels, and he has clear opinions on life and events happening. He even tried to name himself! He is clearly in the "good" camp.
As he should be since he's the protagonists bonded dragon!
Yes I suppose there are some "traditional" aspects to dragons that I included. He does have  a "thing" for shiny objects, though he doesn't steal.


He is, in his own words:
"I am fierce, strong. I am fire breather, I am sky hunter, and I am magnificent."

Friday, November 20, 2015

Deleted (Bonus?) Scene SPOILERS!!!

WARNING: THIS POST CONTAINS A FEW SPOILERS FROM BOOK 1




Really, if you haven't read the book, this will give some things away..




I think you have been sufficiently warned....






This scene was written in early, when I thought that Damien and Riona would have been paired up. Yes originally they were going to end up together *insert audience gasp*.
I was young, and actually loosely based Damien on someone I was dating at the time. And of course I saw myself as Riona, and wanted them together. *barf* (I was 16 and impressionable)
Thankfully I learned my lesson about putting too much of yourself in the story and created more distance between myself and Riona. Through schooling I learned about plotting and how to create more tension and interest between the characters.


I deleted this scene after I got some major Writer's Block. Going back I realized that this "relationship" was not going to work for the rest of the story, and so it had to go. (This required some new characters to be created, as well as major rewrites of what was already laid down in the book)
But please, enjoy this (not really edited) deleted scene from Through the Mountains.


“Is that what this is about?” he walked around to face her. “You think that Taya is a, a, I don’t even know what you might think she is, but whatever it is, she’s not, alright?” she didn’t meet his gaze, she knew that she just couldn’t stand to see herself reflected in his eyes right then.
                  “Riona, look at me.” When she didn’t he added, “Please”. 
                  With the moon at her back she could see his blue eyes perfectly even without the help of her flames. There were tears in his eyes that hadn’t been shed, and she was sorry for causing them. She felt herself falling into his eyes and the flames that licked at her fingers slowly died away.
                  “Riona, I don’t care about some high chiefs daughter. I care about you. I have for a long time.” His hands on her arms tightened, “I’ve cared for you more than just our friendship.”
                  She tried to turn away, but his hands held her in place. She met his gaze again. What were they doing? They had to leave in a few hours on a journey that would probably be full of danger, and here they were talking about feelings? She didn’t want to be bothered by it.
                  ‘Listen to him, and your heart Little One.’ If she had been able to, she would have smacked Feoras for bringing her here where she could be cornered by Damien. She hadn’t even felt this cornered when she had stayed behind to protect them from the creatures in the forest.
                  Damien let her go and turning away sat on a fallen tree. She could see he had his head in his hands. “Do you know why in the months after we ran to the mountains, I hadn’t been around much?”
                  She had wondered that, often thinking that it was because he didn’t want to admit to himself that she was using magic. That and she had been a bit more preoccupied after Feoras hatched, she really hadn’t thought about much else other than how to hide a growing dragon.
                  “No.” she quietly made her way so that she was sitting next to him. He turned so that he was facing her.
                  “I was doing every odd job and task I could get my hands on to earn more money. Even trapping in the same mountains we had rode in, the ones that no one else would attempt. The animals are not as scared of men, and there are more of them.” He laughed. “But of course you knew that already.”
                  “Yes, that’s why I hunted there.”
                  “Well, I wasn’t hunting for myself or my family. I was hunting to sell the meat, hides, and antlers.” He kept twisting his hands in his lap. “I was saving the money I earned so that I would be able to buy my own plot of land.”
                  “It seems like such a stupid idea now, but at the time it felt right.” He looked up at her again. “The day you and your mother left, I was on my way to see her.” He paused and momentarily he stopped wringing his hands. “I was coming to ask her for your hand in marriage. That was why I had Sparrow packed, I was coming to give it to her as show of how I could provide for you.”
                  He stood suddenly and started pacing in front of her.
                  “I had known that you weren’t seeing any of the other boys in town, so I knew that you didn’t have any other offers to consider, and I had hoped that you and your mother would accept mine.” His fists balled themselves at his sides. “That was when I saw the huge furrows in the ground, and when I looked around everything looked as though you had left in a hurry without planning on coming back.”
                  He kept his face firmly on the ground he paced on. “I thought something terrible had happened. I thought you were dead.”
                  Riona felt a catch in her own throat at his words. Yes, she supposed it was possible someone might think that with how they left their home, but they had had to leave fast. They weren’t safe in the valley. Either the spectral Ryders would have come for them, or the people in the surrounding areas would have realized a dragon lived among them and they would try to kill Feoras out of fear.
                  Suddenly Damien dropped to his knees in front of her. “I know that we still don’t have the best of circumstances, but would you marry me?”
                  The question hung in the air between them. She could feel the electricity between them, and she found herself wanting to say yes as she looked into his blue eyes. Yes, she loved him. Yes, she had cared for him enough to not be running off with the other boys in town, despite their many attempts for her attention and affection.
                  “Damien, I…” She couldn’t respond. She didn’t know how to begin to tell him everything that was running through her mind. Instead she closed her eyes and listened to herself, to her heart. When she opened her eyes after what felt like an eternity, he was still there his blue eyes locked on her.
                  She reached and took his hands in her own. His were cold so she sent some warmth from her own into his. His eyes registered surprise and she smiled at him. She genuinely smiled. That was something she hadn’t done in months. He made her happy. That was all that mattered. She would fly to the moon and back, even threaten the Ryder that plagued her dreams to protect him.
                  “Yes.” It was a simple word but when she said it she felt some of the electricity between them heighten and she reached for him. His lips found hers and she felt heat from a different source than her magic.
                  After a time they broke off, but she stayed comfortably perched in his arms.
                  “Damien…”
                  “Yes.”
                  “I do really like this, but I still need to wash off before we leave.”
                  “Oh, right.” He stood up so fast she nearly hit the ground before he caught her. “Sorry.” He mumbled as he set her on her feet.
                  “It’s okay.” She stepped back and in the light of the rising sun she saw that just into the tree line Sparrow grazed with just a halter on. “Where’s your saddle?”Damien followed her gaze and shrugged.
                  “When I saw you two fly off I didn’t have time to properly saddle her up. I just grabbed her and came after you.” She reached for his hand.
                  “I’m glad that you did.” He looked at her, a smile on his face as he pulled her into himself. For being out in the cold morning, he felt warm to her as his arms came around her back.
                  “I should be getting back to start packing and get the horses ready.” He kissed the top of her head and started towards Sparrow when Riona coughed politely.
                  “What is it?” he looked genuinely confused at her coughing for his attention.
                  “I still need help with my laces.” She was nearly knocked to the ground in his hurry to help her, and she realized just how nimble his fingers were. She blushed when he worked on the ties that held her pants together at her hip. Holding them up with her hand to avoid any mishaps she let her corset fall to the ground after he finished the laces. She still had her shirt on and was covered.
                  He hesitated at the last tie on her pants and left his warm hand on her hip. Once again heat flared in her, somewhere deeper than where her magic lay, but still she didn’t want to do that while she was dirty and on a beach.
                  He looked up at her, his blue eyes shining in the dim light. She knew what the young people did in the barns when their parents weren’t looking. They weren’t supposed to know, or act like the adults. But when a young girl was in love with a boy her age, and was promised to a man old enough to be her father, everyone looked the other way. Even the boys and girls that weren’t to be married off, they sometimes snuck off into the woods or hay lofts at the festivals.
                  She blushed as she thought of the boys who had tried to get her to go with them. But she never had. She had only wanted Damien, but Damien had never asked her. In fact she was almost positive he had never asked any girl to go away with him either.  They had usually spent the festivals eating by the fire listening to the adults tell stories.
                  “I, I think you had better head back now.” He left his hand on her hip as he stood. Once again looking down on her she could see that there was a flush that had crept up his neck. “The others will be wondering where you went to.”
                  He bent down to kiss her again, she leaning into him. She really didn’t want him to leave, but they had to start their journey to Erskine. And she really needed to bathe. He held her tight and when they parted her cheeks felt raw from the whiskers on his face. Turning he made his way back to Sparrow and with one backward glance he rode off.
                  ‘Is he really gone yet?’ she knew that Feoras would be able to tell, she didn’t trust that he really had left. She felt him reconnect his consciousness to hers but there was a pause.
                  ‘Yes, he’s nearly there. Sparrow is a very fast horse for one that is carrying two beings.’ He seemed impressed that the pregnant mare would be able to carry both her foal and Damien.
                  ‘Horses do it all the time.’ She managed to wrestle off the rest of her clothes. It turned out that holding her clothes on hadn’t been a problem. It was getting them to come off of her sweaty skin. She carefully laid them out on a tree hanging over the water and waded in.

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

NaNoWriMo Tag!

So maybe I wasn't tagged, but I loved the video that Kristina Horner created on YouTube, and then a favorite blogger of mine, Raychel Rose posted this...So I just had to complete the tag too ;) (Link to Raychel's answers: https://raychelrose.wordpress.com/2015/10/31/the-nanowrimo-tag/ )


1. How many times have you done NaNoWriMo?
This will be my third NaNo, and I've also completed 4 rounds of Camp.


2. How did you first find out about NaNoWriMo?
I first found out about NaNo my freshman year of college. The college had a meeting about it  as they were running their own region (at the time-I don't know if they still do) so a friend of mine went with me to check it out. It sounded like such a great opportunity, but at the time I was working two jobs, I commuted a half hour to and from classes, I owned a horse, and was giving lessons/training other horses. At that time it wasn't right for me, but I never forgot about it! I competed in my first NaNo the November after graduating. :)


3. What was the name of the first novel you attempted with NaNo?
The title is Across the Sea and Hills, and it will be available on Amazon in February 2016 !!


4. Give us 1 sentence summary of what you're writing this year.
My project for this year  follows some of the descendants from my first trilogy while exploring more of the world, and introducing more characters. Also: more magic, more bad guys, and more dragons!


5. What's the best writing advise you've ever been given?
That as the writer you have to show up. Everyday. It doesn't matter if you feel "inspired" or not. I used to only write when the fancy struck me. And I barely got work done. By adopting the NaNo mentality of writing no matter what I have got more done in the past few years than ever before.
You can edit a bad page, you can't edit a blank page.


6. Did you ever take a year off from NaNo? Why?
Not yet! I hope never to have to.


7. What's your biggest inspiration when figuring out what to write?
Music, nature, reading other works, talking with fellow writers, reading fellow writers blogs and seeing what other people are working on.


8. Read us the first sentence from one of your novels.
The air was fiercer than she remembered the end of the spring cycles being.


9. Why do you love writing?
I love the creativity that goes into it, and how different that is for each person.
I remember sitting in my capstone English class, it was the end of the semester, and realized that each of the 14 people had written two stories. That was 28 completely different, individual, stories. No two stories were the same. I realized then that was what I loved about writing- the individuality of it.
Other than the fun it is to see your imagination come to life on the page, and then have readers love it as much as you do. That is a feeling like no other!

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

The A-Z's of NaNoWriMo- WuW

The A-Z's of the craziness that is NaNoWriMo


A- Aspirin!
B- Beta readers won't know what hit them
C- Caffeine is very necessary
D- Daily doses of inspiration
E- Everyday habit of writing develops
F- Fragments of real life make their way into the story
G- Google becomes your friend for fast research
H- Headaches from staring the computer screen late at night
I- Inspiration abounds
J- Just talk to a veteran for advice
K- Kick off parties are fun ways to meet other writers
L- Limericks may become involved
M- Midnight write ins
N- Nightly word count updates
O- Onomatopoeia
P- Plot bunnies
Q- Quick typing skills are developed (usually)
R- Rush of adrenaline as the deadline looms closer
S- Surge of creative energy
T- Thirst for more when it's done
U- Unbelievable fun
V- Vivacious Vixens are Vexing at times
W- Write In's
X- Xylophones sold at the white elephant fundraiser
Y- Your ideas actually fill an entire novel!
Z- Zany plot twists

Monday, November 9, 2015

South East Wisconsin Festival of Books!

On Saturday November 7th I had the opportunity to have a table at the South East Wisconsin Festival of books from 12:30 to 4pm.
Overall I really enjoyed it. I met several fellow authors that were extremely nice, and we had a good time keeping boredom at bay together. It was a pleasant experience, and I plan on participating again next year if they will host the Writers Marketplace again. One thing that really got me was seeing my name up on the announcer board with all the other authors. It felt very official, like I was a "real" author, that I belonged there too.
I didn't really have a reaction when I got the first proof copy of my first book. But for some reason seeing my name on a name tag that said "Author" and having a table sign with my name and my book title, brought it all home for me. I did get a bit teary eyed, and it was somewhat emotional for me. I felt like I was making strides in becoming a full time author.
The bookmarks that I had specially made for the event were a HUGE hit. (apparently people like free stuff...who knew?) And they helped to bring traffic my way, now if only the ten people who took one will order my book online! I did sell a few there, and traded one for another author's book with the understanding we'd write a review for each other.
A few things that I learned, or that hit me hard in a negative way:


Some people just want free stuff, and aren't willing to give you the time of day.


People judge a book by it's cover...HARD. I had one older woman walk by and make a face like she smelled road kill. "I don't read fantasy." she sniffed one more time and walked away. (Needless to say, I was miffed) ON the upside, it means that my artist did a great job conveying that it is a fantasy book.


Having a table cloth and displays attract people. I didn't even think to bring anything to decorate my table with! (oops) I blame it on being too busy with NaNo to think about much else.


Too many people want YA...Oy Vey I can't even count the times I was asked if it was YA...And no, it is NOT. If anything it would be New Adult Fantasy as the characters are older.


Bring candy, everyone loves candy.


I need more books. Having this giant table and only one book to spread across it looked weird. (I did have multiple copies-of course- and spread them out for display) If I had the second in the series and the novella published it would have looked better.


Having my proof copy with me was a great talking piece. When I was trying to sell the book I was able to say that the second one will be out the first weekend in February, which got a lot of interest. Apparently people are like me and hate waiting for the next installment.


Okay, time to get back to writing for NaNoWriMo, I hope everyone else had a great weekend, and keep writing my friends! ;)



Friday, November 6, 2015

Eureka! ...or not..?

When do story ideas happen? But a more interesting question is, How do they happen?
Is there a flash of recognition? An image burned in your retina so sharp you must write? Or like a photograph, does it have to be developed slowly? Or is it a polaroid, the images coming quickly to the surface?


Oftentimes, the answer is Yes.
No two story ideas come in the exact same way to the writers mind. Even ideas for the same story will be reached differently. Take me as an example. There will be times when I'll get what I refer to as a "flash". It could be a name, a place, a dialogue line, anything really. And it's quick. So I rush to find a pen and paper, or reach for the notepad on my phone. I know this flash will be gone soon, and I need to try to capture it before it's gone.
And then other times, I will sit and let my back brain percolate over an idea for a while. In this  instance, the characters, plot points, and any world building come slowly. Like moss creeping over stones. But they do arrive, maybe with some teasing them out from me.




One of my favorite quotes about writing is this:

The water does not flow if the tap is not turned on.


Writers have to show up, and start working. No matter if you feel inspired or not. So don't get down on yourself if you're stuck, or you think inspiration and ideas happen in a flash. Some do, and some don't.


Sorry this post is shorter...but NANAOWRIMO is upon us!!
Happy writing my friends ;)

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Why I started Blogging- WuW

How is NaNoWriMo going for everyone? Good I hope!
Is it currently day four and I am a little behind where I want to be. I have 5,301 words, and will be doing some more writing as soon as I post this. If you want to follow or add me on the NaNo site, my user name is mandrews25 :)

Today I wanted to talk a little about why I chose to blog, and why I chose to continue to do so after starting it.
Initially this blog started during college, well, for a college class to be honest. My very first post can be seen here: http://malindaandrews.blogspot.com/2012/09/scene-from-current-project.html


This class focused on the literary form that is a Zine. For those of you that don't know, a Zine is ,according to the Merriam-Webster online dictionary, "a small magazine that is written by people who are not professional writers and that usually has stories about a particular subject".
Now, I agree with the opening, and ending, but I do not agree with the "Professional writers". What I think they meant by  the term "professional" is that the people making Zines are usually every day people like you and me. If we happen to sell them, great, but they are not usually made for profit. Typically they are hand made, and only a few exist of each version. Now of course there are exceptions, this a generalization of the form of writing for the purpose of introducing the topic.


During the class we were to basically produce a Zine every two weeks. We focused on themes for each one, which will be reflected in the blog posts on this site during that time. The professor also instructed us to start a blog, using whichever server you chose, and that we were to post 3 times a week. Sometimes we would be assigned something specific to write about, and sometimes we simply had to post anything. He wanted us to experiment not only with Zine writing, but other alternative forms of writing/communication including blogging, vlogging, podcasts, and Zine's. This was really where I first came across the concept of self publishing.


The class was great and I learned a ton about writing, editing, publishing, and collaborating. The community in that room was fantastic, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. But after it ended, and I was looking into building up my online presence as an author, both for traditional and self publishing, I decided to keep the blog.
I revamped the look way back 2012 after the class ended, and started try to post regularly. At times that was an epic fail, but I was learning about myself and my writing process. There are a few random topics, simply because I was trying to post often. But most of my posts revolve around my life as a writer- with all it's ups and downs.
Recently I revamped the background again, and with some help from my writing/editing buddy, placed some tabs at the top so that it functions more as a website than just a blog. I really like how long I've been able to continue blogging, and look forward to where I am headed.
And OF course, keeping you all updated along the way ;)


Until next time, keep writing my friends!

Friday, October 30, 2015

Author Questions- BONUS POST!!!

When I joined Goodreads, these questions were listed and I thought that it would be a good idea to answer them here. So without further ado...


Where did you get the idea for your most recent book?
The book trilogy I'm working on stemmed from my first trilogy. I didn't realize this world had more to tell until a surprise character in the third told me there was more. It all continued on from there, into the monster project it is now.


How do you get inspired to write?
Mostly I listen to music, and let my mind wander. Or watching a good movie or reading a well done book will also inspire me to work harder on my craft and stories. Going for walks and being outside also are wonderful for inspiration.


What are you currently working on?
Currently I am working on the fifth in my Ryder Chronicles series. And I recently got an idea for a Christian themed middle grade/young adult book that my fiancé and I are planning and will write in the next year or so.


What's your advice for aspiring writers?
Keep writing. (and) Don't stop!
Don't let anyone tell you that your writing isn't worth the time, that you can't achieve your dreams and goals. Do listen to constructive criticism and do find a good editing partner/beta reader or two, their input is invaluable!


What's the best things about being a writer?
Getting lost in your ideas, and the pure joy and natural high that comes from it. There really is nothing quite like it! You can feel all of your synapses firing, trying to come up with the next step in the story, or the perfect characters aspects. It makes it all so awesome.
Even better is when a reader tells you they truly enjoyed your work, and that they want more!


How do you deal with writers block?
*hissss*
The dreaded writers block.
Honestly, I don't really run into writers block that often. When I do it's usually because I was trying to do something in the story that doesn't fit. When you try to write something, and it doesn't fit right, its like pounding your head against a brick wall. I have found that backing away from the project, and either working on something else, or just getting up and doing something unrelated to writing helps immensely. Try to get some perspective and distance from what you're doing. Usually when you go back to the piece, you have fresh eyes and can solve the dilemma.

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

NaNo Survival Kit!- WuW

It's that time of year again!! Just a few days until the sound of furious keystrokes, and scribbles across paper will fill the air. I thought in honor of the challenge starting in just a few days, I would post what I have in my NaNoWriMo survival kit!

*Tea and assorted sweeteners of choice
*Selection of music to fit the type of story being written- Every year I splurge on one new soundtrack, and this year it was the track to the movie Pacific Rim
*Hoodies, Blankets, and Sweatshirts...Oh my! Basically anything comfy and warm.
*My inspiration Pinterest Board(s)

https://www.pinterest.com/Onadragonswing2/inspiration/
https://www.pinterest.com/Onadragonswing2/incalescent/

*SNACKS!-These vary from healthy to very unhealthy
*Rewards for mini goals (IE food, or going to a park once the words are done for the day...GASP the outside!)
*Timer for word sprints- I usually have 30 minute soundtracks as I've found that amount of time is the most productive for me
*Write In's! They really help create more motivation, and increase word counts! (Make some new friends too!)
*NaNo Forums. For inspiration and camaraderie
*Twitter Hashtags for commiseration (#NaNoWriMo, #amwriting, #nano2015 etc)
* Kristina Horner's NaNoWriMo music video and previous year's adventures in novelling.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78mvUeBw7MM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khkOmZG36Rk

*Last but not least- all the prep work I do before hand.


I'd love to hear what everyone else has in their survival kit, or if they have one!

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

NaNo Prep!


How does one prepare for the madness that is NaNoWriMo? (National Novel Writing Month - for those that don't know, is a challenge to write a 50K novel in 30 days. It amounts to 1667 words a day.) Should one even prepare ahead of time?
There are several thoughts on this, and my answer is pretty middle of the road.


I have been a "Pantser" before, and I've been a "Planner" in previous challenges. My answer to which is better, sounds like a cop out, but I do a combination of both!
For my Ryder Chronicles, where there is so much to keep track of, I tend to plan and plot, and do a lot more prep. On the flip side, when I wrote my romance set in Ireland last year, I only had a very rough outline and names of people and places.


Since this year I'll be writing the fifth in my Ryder Chronicles (The second in the next trilogy) I'm firmly in the "Planner" side of things.
So how do I do it? How do I plan to write a 50K plus word novel in 30 days?


Vewwy, Vewwy carefully. (Hah, made myself laugh :)


But really. I have what some writers refer to as a "book bible". I have a black, multi-functional binder full of character sketches, hand drawn maps, notes, world building information- anything that I may need to flesh out the world and story. I just call it my "binder o' magic". I also have two little notebooks for jotting down notes on the go, and plotting. One is larger and one is pocket sized. There is something about writing an outline by hand, drawing arrows, and crossing things out that a computer just doesn't have!


But it doesn't stop there! The one thing that I do that not many writers I know personally do, is I make what I call "scene" cards. These are little index cards that I take, and write out the POV I'm in, what number the scene is, and any action, dialogue, characters that are there, and information I need specific to that scene. Again, I take it one step further, and color code using paper clips for at a glance reference on who is getting "screen" time. Many people scoff when they see me pull them out at a write in, but they are the best ever! It's like I've envisioned the story already, and am just following what's already there. (There is of course wiggle room within these scenes, its just a more detailed "outline" if you will)


The last thing that I do to prepare, and it's mixed into the above, is I actively daydream. What do I mean by that?
I mean that I take the time to listen to some epic music, and zone out while directing my thoughts on the story and characters. This allows me to envision scenes, dialogue, and plot points that I need to happen. Often I "find" things that need to be added. I simply let my mind play out scenes from the outline (or maybe I haven't done one yet, and that's what this is for) like a movie. Every now and then I stop and make notes of something that needs to be added, or remembered when I come back to write. It's time to let my imagination roam through the story and work on whatever it happens to stumble across.


How do you prepare for a large project? Or just the NaNo challenge? I'd love to hear your thoughts!

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Nerdcon: Stories, Thoughts on Attending- WuW

This year I had the opportunity to attend the very first Nerdcon: Stories in Minneapolis, MN. A friend told me about it, and well, it is basically in my back yard! (If your definition of "back yard" is  an almost 6 hour drive) So I had to check it out. It was also an excuse for a mini vacation :)


On the website their "mission" statement reads:  NerdCon: Stories is here to honor that institution with a diverse gathering of story tellers. Podcasters, novelists, cartoonists, musicians, poets, and more will gather in Minneapolis for an exceptional celebration.
Now, I got super excited. I attended my very first writers conference this past year, which you can read about here: http://malindaandrews.blogspot.com/2015/03/bonus-post.html I loved the experience, and was hoping for a similar one.





Friday was good. I was able to get into the lecture/panel I wanted to, and was able to meet Patrick Rothfuss! I stayed for the opening speeches, as well as waited for Rothfuss in line, and we talked for almost 10 min. He was very nice and happy to talk with a fellow fantasy author!



The lecture/panel I attended was Honing Your Craft: Embettering Your Word-Doing, and it was phenomenal. I came away with some great ideas, and it was great to hear that traditionally published authors have the same struggles that I do!


Some takeaways I had were:
* Plans are great, but be flexible
* Not everything works for everyone all the time
* Try different writing strategies
    *block of time (4 hours was the example given)
    *sprints
    *word wars with writing buddies
    *designated writing time/spaces




 (And yes, that is Holly Black as the moderator, on the far left, I was able to meet her later and get an autograph, what a lovely woman!)


Sadly, I wasn't feeling well and headed back to my hotel room for a nap after that lecture/panel. It was great having a huge comfy king sized bed to sprawl out on!


Saturday was where I ran into trouble. It seemed that the attendance tripled overnight. I was not able to get into the two lectures/panels that I really wanted to attend due to just stupid long lines. It was very upsetting as I was there to learn and better my craft, and not just "be in the same room as famous authors". Yes I did actually hear someone say that was why they were there. That killed me. I couldn't believe that someone would take up a seat just to say they were there instead of letting someone who wanted to learn have that spot.


Instead of my original lecture/panel, I was able to join my fiancé -Josh- in the lecture he was attending, Once More With Feeling: Storytelling through Song. This was actually a great lecture/panel! It was fun, and much of what they discussed actually applies to novel/short story writing as well as song writing.


My key takeaways were:
*Collaboration:
    *feedback can be tough
    *go in with an open mind
*Writing Strategies:
    *give your back-brain time to roam-boring tasks keep your fore-brain busy while allowing your back-brain to process
*"Thanks for the crippling freedom!"- constraints can be your friend!


Once again, thanks to the same issue as above, I was unable to attend the final lecture/panel I wanted to. I chose to stay in the same auditorium and wait for But It's Just a Story: The Moral Responsibility of the Storyteller. Only after he walked in did I realize that Patrick Rothfuss was the moderator! (It was pretty awesome.)This turned out to be one of the best discussions I have ever been a part of or witnessed. Rothfuss kept the panel and audience on track, and made some excellent points on the responsibility (or possibly lack thereof) that authors have when writing images and scenes that could influence the reader. Both positively and negatively.


This lecture/panel actually got me thinking, in a good way, about my own work, and I will probably write a blog post, or two part-er, on it in the near future. :)

My key takeaways were:
*As a writer we are entertainers, and are concerned first and foremost with "write(ing) something that is engaging"- Patrick Rothfuss.
*The law of unintended consequences
*Writers should be "thinking as a reader and not just as a writer"- Nalo Hopkinson
*Reading is a process of recognition."- Lev Grossman
*Ethics demands hard answers, fiction does not



These lectures/panels were fantastic, and I am glad that I wound up in ones that I otherwise wouldn't have as they were valuable.


That said, I do have a few bones to pick. The "Con" did not live up to my expectations. I think part of it was I went into this with high expectations, as well as Nerdcon "issues". 


The first was mentioned above. I am sorry, but I found that extremely disrespectful of my time and money, as well as the panelists.


The second: there was absolutely no representation of the "indie" movements. Either in music or publishing (That I saw- please someone correct me if I am wrong, but moving on with the assumption that I am correct...)
Nerdcon was here to celebrate stories, in all the forms that they come it. Why didn't Indie's get a spotlight as well? Every author there was traditionally published. There wasn't even a mention of independent authors and self publishing. And yet, it is a HUGE movement in the book (and other forms of storytelling) community. I was really disappointed about this. I felt like this would have been the No. 1 place to have Indie information, and there was a whole lot of NOTHING. Not even a section where Indie's could bring their books to showcase.


The third: NaNoWriMo said that they were going to have a "presence" at the convention....that amounted to one person. Now, I guess that does count, and she did a fantastic job. I am not meaning this as a jab at her, or the organization (as I love the organization-I participate, and donate $ every year to it). Again, I felt let down. They even had a vendor room at the Con! I was hoping they would have a table filled with NaNo swag, helpful tips, and goodies for the attendees, but alas I was mistaken.


The fourth and final: While the lectures/panels were great, I felt there wasn't enough meat for someone like me. I was looking for something more. Maybe a workshop, or more lectures geared towards writers for their craft. Everything felt impersonal (on the whole-there were a few exceptions such as the last lecture/panel I attended) and generic to a "con".


Overall I would rate the experience a 6 out of 10. I think the Con itself didn't really know what it was, or quite where it is headed. My bottom line, the entire weekend cost (for two people-not including food/fuel) about $800. If I were to attend next year, there would have to be major changes regarding the above for me to consider it.  It felt more like a giant meet up for Green Brothers fans, YA readers, and not really a place for writers.  I am glad that I went, the experience was worthwhile. But next year? Probably not.



Wednesday, October 7, 2015

What's up Wednesday- Opinion Piece

I cringe as I type this, not sure how people will react to what I have to say on a topic many people have a strong opinion on. And it could get nasty...
No I'm not talking politics, or religion. I'm talking about FanFiction.
And not only am I talking about FanFiction, but I am talking about and explaining why I am not a supporter of it. (Now I'm definitely cringing away from the keyboard)

Okay, first things first. Let's define what FanFiction is before I go too much further.
FanFiction is fiction writing that is based off of another already created fictional world. Two great and popular examples are Harry Potter and the Marvel Universe. I have known many people who love the Harry Potter universe so much, that they take the characters already created (world, magic, animals etc) and write new story lines with them. The same thing happens with the Marvel Universe. Another thing that usually happens when people take and use these characters and worlds for their own writing is that romances and relationships get rewritten, often with a sexual twist. After saying that, this post is not about that, but rather the practice of using other author's creative products, so I will leave that alone for now. Now that we've defined what FanFiction (FF for short from here on out) is, we can actually discuss and talk about it.

I have been a reader my entire life. I love movies and TV shows. Not once did I feel the need to take another person (or person's) creative product and insist that I put my own spin on it. The characters, plot, world etc are not mine to play with, they are the creator's. If the creator of a book wanted characters 2 and 4 to fall in love, they would have written it that way instead of characters 1 and 2. If they had wanted the story to continue on, or to have more emphasis on a side character, they would have written more. To me it is somewhat presumptuous to alter or change someone's creative works. To think that you know what is better for the story than the creator.

Being an author myself could also have something to do with how I feel. I don't think I would like it very much if someone took an aspect of my creative works and changed something essential about it. Even if it was just something to show their friends or for their own amusement.

Even George RR Martin has been quoted as saying "Don't write in my universe, or Tolkien's or the Star Trek universe, or any other background. Every writer needs to learn to create his own characters, worlds, and settings. Using someone else's world is the lazy way out. If you don't exercise those literary muscles, you'll never develop them."

This is exactly how I feel about FF writing. It is a great way to start writing, it helps with facing a blank page and a blinking courser. But eventually if that person is serious about their writing, they need to branch out and exercise their "literary muscles" as Martin said.
Writing your own ideas instead of FF is kind of like a toddler learning to walk. At first it's a bit wobbly, and disorienting, but eventually by using those muscles, it gets easier and easier to stand on your own. Soon you're not only standing, but running around the yard, gleefully cheering at your ability. After the initial worries and questions, the unbridled joy in what you are creating takes over. As one NaNo slogan goes, You can go "Whooping through the valleys of your imagination".

Bottom line:
Do I look down on those that write FF? No.
Do I think people should exclusively write it? No.
I think FF is a good way for many people to get into writing, but I don't think they should stay writing FF forever. Branch out, challenge yourself. Create something that is completely and uniquely yours. You may just surprise yourself with what you find.


Sunday, October 4, 2015

Sunday Funday Post- Winning the Lottery

A lot of people like to imagine what it would be like if they won the lottery, clearly I am no exception. Never mind that I don't play the odds, it still is fun to think about. So without further ado, this is what I would do if I ever won!


If I were to win only a couple hundred to a few thousand, I would firstly pay off debt and save the rest for a future trip with my husband. I know it's just so exciting. I'd like to say that I'd just whisk us away on a trip, but the practical side of me would probably take over, and I'd end up being responsible with it first. I know it's also not original, but hey, it's probable that would happen.


Now, if I ever won a substantial amount, then my response would probably change. I'd like to think a little bit.
I would still be responsible, but after? I would use it to make my dream of being a stay at home wife/full time writer come true. for a long time now my goal has been to be a full time writer. I can routinely turn out a draft in 30 days while working 40 hours a week, so imagine how much I could accomplish with a full work week of time! Oh the possibilities! Plus travel time!!


Would I ever win? Nope, hard to win when you don't ever play!


But what would you do? Would it vary by amount won? Would you follow a lifelong dream? Or maybe just go to Vegas?

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Story Time- How God brought my husband to me


So I had an entire blog post written out and scheduled to post today, but I feel like I need to share how God brought Josh into my life. I know this blog isn’t really a platform for many personal things, but this is too important not to share.

Let’s start off with some background information on me to set the stage. In college I met someone and we dated, and then became engaged during the 3 years we were together. However, he was not the one meant for me, and eventually I realized that and we broke up. I dated here and there afterward, never really finding anyone to “click with” so I made a promise not to date for a year.

During that year I wrote three books, and edited a draft of two I had previously written. I got a better job; I bought a car, got involved with a young adults group at my church, and was way more involved in NANOWRIMO. Then in a twist that rocked me to my core, I lost that better job after 18 months. “Downsizing”.  No one likes that word. So there I was, jobless, facing my absolute worst fear.  As I was driving away that fateful Tuesday morning, tears streaming down my face, I threw my hands in the air and said “Okay God, you gave this job to me for a reason, I know you’ve got a plan and I will trust in that plan.”

A sense of peace came over me. That said, I put in several resumes and started job searching that day. But all the while I felt this sense of peace. That everything was going to work out. I went on job interviews, and sent out more resumes. But what I did everyday was edit. I was able to edit two books during the month a half before I was given the job I have now. And I remember my last interview here lasted all of 15 min, I drove home thinking I didn’t get it.

As I was changing out of the dress clothes I had worn, I got the call. “We’d like to offer…” and I said yes. However, the job was 45 min away from my parent’s house, where I had been living at the time. I thought “Thank you God! I know it’s a drive, but I have a more fuel efficient car, so it’ll be fine. I will go where you are leading me.”

I started, and of course went through the training, though if I’m honest, I still am in training. There is just so much to learn, it will take years to amass the knowledge necessary to be really good at my job. I was here a month a half when something sparked me to post on Facebook that I was done with men again, and that I was ready to go back to the no dating rule. Just an aside, I never post that kind of thing publicly, so that was totally God. Then one of my old managers from my Walgreens days messaged me saying that if I wanted to, she had someone I should meet. And that he was even a Christian.

I have never dated a man who believed in God. Well, maybe one or two of them did, but they weren’t church goers, and truly in the faith. So during my year of no dating, I realized that I should pray for my future spouse; that they would be a Godly man, who knew a personal relationship with Jesus.

We started texting on a Monday night after work. We texted all night. It was amazing. He was smart, funny, and we had some common interests and life experiences. We texted all the next day, and decided to meet after work on Wednesday. We texted all that day too, literally up until he walked through the door at Starbucks.

When he walked in he was everything I had prayed for in a man. He was tall, with wide shoulders, green eyes, and dirty blonde hair. He had strong, able, honest hands and eyes. And I trusted him immediately. Halfway through talking, I felt something telling me that he was the one I was waiting for, that he was my missing half. We ended up closing Starbucks down. And for those of you that know me, I am not a talker. But I can sit and talk with him for hours, from the weather, to movies, to TV, to Harry Potter, and not grow bored. I remember leaving thinking, “What does he see in me?”, and that I knew I had to see him again.

The amazing thing was that he lived not ten minutes from my new work. We met again that Saturday, for a day trip to the museum and then he wanted to make me dinner. The entire time we were in one of the exhibits I wanted him to kiss me, and then he did! And it was amazing. Indescribable, even to this day. And I knew that I wanted to kiss only him for the rest of life.

And he felt the same way about me! Everything is talked about between us, I have never had that. There is no fear of being judged. I can be my completely goofy, clumsy, nerdy self around him. I literally could not imagine my life without him in it.  I need him in a way that I have never felt.

So that is why we are getting married in January. Because when you meet your soul mate, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. Not because of any other reason. Everything that led us together was not our doing. Not at all; it was all God. And I thank Him every day for bringing me the husband that I wanted, needed, and never thought I’d have.

Sorry for the length, I could have broken this into several parts, and maybe I will at a later time. But I felt that this needed sharing; for anyone struggling right now, or maybe someone out there needed a reminder. There is someone who loves and cares for you. He is waiting, knocking, and He wants to give you the desires of your heart. All you have to do is open the door.

We will return to our regularly scheduled writing/life themed blogs soon.

Monday, September 28, 2015

Fall Favorites

It is that time of year again! The air is crisper, the days are getting shorter, and I see orange and black everywhere.
It's fall! *cue canned cheering*
We are heading into my favorite season. And it's not even my birthday season. I have noticed a trend that people's favorite season often is simply because they were born in it. While I like spring, it's definitely not my favorite season. Truthfully, I have two favorite seasons, this time of year is just the start.
I love when you can taste that fall is coming. The atmosphere is just fresher, and the summer heat is long gone. My favorite time of year starts at the end of September and runs through about mid-January. I like snow for winter and new years, but about halfway through January and definitely by Valentines day I would love for the snow to be gone.
Enough for an intro, I thought that I would list my favorite things about fall!



*Cooler nights-much better for sleeping!
*Speaking of cooler weather, sweatshirts!!
*Cortland Apples are only available this time of year.
*Apple cider! Apple Spice! Cinnamon! I am NOT a Pumpkin spice girl, AT ALL.
*Thanksgiving food.
*Colorful trees once the leaves start changing.
*Bonfires with hot chocolate
*NANOWRIMO in November
*Halloween (or Samhain)
*Halloween candy!
*Carmel apples
*Thanksgiving Pies MMMmm
*Scarf weather, I am a crocheter after all!



Do you all have a favorite season? Or favorite aspects of fall? If so, what are they?

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

What my first negative review taught me- Whats Up Wednesday

Okay, the title is a bit misleading...my first negative reinforced a few things that I had already known about writing, but that was something that still came as a shock.
Two of my coworkers are fellow geeks. D&D, PS3, Xbox (whatever version), you name it, they have played it, or still do. It's pretty cool to have something in common with them, and makes me feel more at home there. One of them reads, a lot. He comes in early and reads before the start of work, reads over lunch, and I think some nights he stays and reads after work. So when I said I was self publishing a fantasy book, he was excited to read it. And I was equally excited to get back an opinion from someone whom I know has read the genre extensively, and who just reads in general.
So he started it. And slowly as the week it took him to read it went on...he wouldn't look me in the eye, when I walked past he slumped his shoulders, and in general his body language was not positive. I knew something was up.
NOW, in my last semester before graduating college my capstone professor disliked my writing. She essentially told me that I couldn't write, and that I have no talent with the written word.  My first thought was disbelief...how could a professor who is supposed to help me grow into a better writer be so condescending and rude?
My second thought was to wonder how I got through all of middle school, high school and college (until then) with teachers praising how I wrote? Were they wrong all of those years? Was writing really my passion? Did I really have a talent, or was I just kidding myself, and the teachers didn't have the heart to tell me? I ran through all of these questions, and finally decided on an answer.
She just didn't like my style (Or me).
I often forget that writing is art, and like all art, the beauty is in the eye of the beholder. It is subjective in nature. Two people can read the exact same words, and have completely opposite reactions and opinions.
I finally asked my coworker for his thoughts, and he gave them to me. Slowly. It was like pulling teeth to get him to really tell me his opinion. And it wasn't all bad. He really enjoyed Riona and Feoras's relationships, how well paced the story was, and the world building. But he also pointed out a few things that weren't so positive, or at least he thought they might not be.
It was difficult to hear someone talk about what they didn't like about my story. But I have to remind myself why I am writing. Honestly, I don't write for the reader. I write for me. These are my stories, and while I love it when people say that they enjoyed it, that isn't why I write.
I write for me. I write because I love the act of writing, planning, plotting and world building. I love losing myself in the worlds and characters my imagination comes up with. And while I will take any constructive comments into consideration, ultimately it is my story.
No one else can write it like I can, just as no one else can write yours either. So what if only 9 out of 10 people enjoy them? I love them, and you should love your stories too!
As always, stay drunk on writing so that reality cannot get to you, and keep writing my friends.


Link to my book on Amazon:


http://www.amazon.com/Through-Mountains-Chronicles-Incalescent-Trilogy/dp/1512254967/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1443014707&sr=8-1&keywords=through+the+mountains

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Really....Life will return to "normal"

Okay...clearly I have let life get in the way of blogging...well any writing really lately, which is not the norm. And I'm ready for that norm to return...any day now.
For the past few weeks life has been hectic, between finding my wedding dress, working out wedding details, hair and makeup ideas, getting the guys all set with tuxes, unpacking so I'm not living out of boxes, and painting an empty apartment in the building to get money off of rent....the only writing time I've really had has been on my lunch break.
But all that is going to change as NaNo has begun its slow but inevitable march. Yay! My soo-to-be husband has even said that he will "pamper the shit" out of me during that month because he wants to read more books in my series. (Yes that is a direct quote!) He even had me show him how to make tea the way I like it!
Basically I need to get my butt in gear and finish fixing book 4 before plotting out book 5, so I can be ready to hammer it out in November. And on top of that as well as releasing book 2 in February, I want to release a novella with two short stories related to book 1. This week I met with the artist for the cover art, and that seems to be on track for having it ready to go, it's just a matter of me finishing and editing the short stories by then.

In other news today with the release party/signing of my first book! While the turnout in general was a little disappointing, my aunt from out of state made the drive and completely surprised me! I haven't seen her since my college graduation several years ago. I did end up selling five books at the event, and then two more afterwards, so it was a pretty good day.

Now to get to work on writing and planning in preparation for NaNo.
As always, keep writing my friends!

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Book Update/ Preview of new project

Hello all! I hope that you've had a productive/enjoyable summer so far. I know that it is winding down to a close as labor day is creeping up on us. I've realized that despite work, and planning a wedding I NEED to get better at keeping new blogs coming!

Book News first!
I have received my second 5 star review on Amazon! *crowd cheers* I am so excited that people are reading and enjoying my book. It makes me incredibly happy to hear about people connecting with my characters and the world that they exist in!




The second update is that I have started working on another project that is tied to the Ryder Chronicles. In the books there are references to events that happened previously when some of the characters are children, or things that happen "off screen" so to speak. So I've decided to take some of those stories, and actually write them out into short stories. Nothing too grand, just a couple thousand words each, nothing over 10k, package them up into little novellas and offer them on Amazon as well! Currently I am working on the first story, which focuses on Riona and Damien when they were younger. I am not sure when these will be available, hopefully the first Dragon Tale novella will be out around the same time as book 2 in February! Until then, please enjoy the un-edited first draft of a few paragraphs below. :)
And as always keep writing my friends!



“C’mon Riona! We can’t be late!” The sound of her name broke whatever hold the late summer sun had over her. She whipped her head around, causing her long chestnut plait to wrap around her shoulders, to see Damien gesturing wildly toward town.
“Coming!” But she had no idea how she was to get down. The wind tugged at her hair and from her perch in the tree she had been watching the colorful wagons rolling in for the end of the summer cycle fair. From the varied fabrics, and the glint of oddly colored horses, Riona knew that the Sispwn would be there again. Her stomach twisted in delight as she thought about the delicacies that would soon be lending their spices to the air.
A twig snapped under her hand, and Damien yelled at her again. He hated climbing trees, so she always made the climbs by herself. Her nose filled with the crisp scent of pine needles as she considered her best options for descent. Bare toes gripped the rough bark as she placed first one, then the other foot on the branch below. Squirrels chattered above her head, and she could have sworn a small pinecone had not hit her on the head on accident. But she reached the ground safely, and laced up her boots before running after Damien as fast as her twelve-year-old legs could carry her.
The beating of drums, sizzling food over pits, and the neighing of horses filled the air as she came into the main area. Wagons of all sizes and shapes surrounded the area while a large fire pit was central. It remained unlit, but bales of dried hay lay heaped and ready to be lit at sunset at the close of the second day. In the expanse between the wagons and fire pit people moved like ripples of water around the tables and wagons loaded with wares for sale.
“There you are!” Riona turned in time to see her mother striding toward her, long blonde hair pulled back, and her bright blue eyes matched by the blue apron she wore. “I need some help unloading.” Sighing, Riona dutifully followed her mother back to the wagon.
Not only did people from out of town come for the trading, locals did as well. In fact, this was the fair where her mother made the most throughout the year. Some of the hides had taken on a weird odor from being packaged so long, and Riona wrinkled her nose as she laid them on the end of their wagon. Ellis, their workhorse, stood nearby, his tail swished through the air occasionally at the flies.
“Put that over there,” her mother directed, “and move that pouch to the other side.” Riona did as she was told, but her nose filled with the scents of cooking food, and her attention wandered.
“Can I go now?” She turned brown eyes to her mother.
“Are you going to behave?” Riona could only nod vigorously as her mother crossed her arms over her chest. “Are you going to stay with Damien?” Another nod. “Are you going to eat so much your stomach will hurt later?” She continued to nod, but tried to stop and failed. Her mother laughed.
“Well, go on then.” Riona smiled at her mother before bolting towards Talens, Damien’s family’s tavern, where she was sure to find him.
“Be careful!” Her mother’s voice just reached her over the noise of the people milling about.
Riona found Damien exactly where she thought he might be: hiding behind a wagon and watching Sispwn girls. As soon as she spotted his blonde hair, she slowed her run to a walk and moved on silent feet. She had always been adept at moving without making noise, and it usually came in hand with Damien. Riona waited until she was right behind him.
“Boo!”
“Ahhhh!”
Riona clutched her sides, and would have fallen from laughter had she not leaned against a barrel.
“That’s not funny.” She cracked one eye open to find her friend scowling at her. Peering around him, she noticed that the group of girls had disappeared.
            “Oh, did I interrupt your spying?” Damien grumbled a response under his breath, which she ignored. “C’mon let’s go get some food. I can smell the roast mountain goat from here.” They grabbed each others hand so as not to get separated in the sea of adults and managed to get to the specific they wanted without incident.